Sunday, May 15, 2011
Be your authentic self...
Rei ... in the word Reiki means universal, all encompassing, everywhere. The Japanese kanji character for Rei means higher knowledge or spiritual consciousness, wisdom that comes from God Who can heal all things.
Ki ... in the word Reiki means life force energy. This energy is within all of us as long as we are alive. If this life energy is low, we are more prone to illness and dis-ease. Ki is the energy of our physical body, emotions, thoughts and spirit and is present in all living things.
Through finding my Reiki Master I have found a group of like-minded people. People I never expected to find in OK, people I have been lamenting were not here for 10 yrs. Now, at the right time I have found them. When we were together the other night I said "I have been searching for so long, & now I am Home." "I have come Home".
This is a part of my Journey. My Path is leading me onward toward the prophecy that a psychic predicted almost 20 yrs ago. I am a healer. So, I am going to become a Reiki practioner. I will be taking my Level One class in June. I am very much at peace with this decision.
I am now going through my days peaceful, contented, positive, & with a feeling of inner Purpose. I have stopped swearing, I am meditating every day. I play soothing music in my office every day. I am calm. I smile at everyone (I did this alot anyway but now there is a different feel to it) I am learning not to be sucked into the negativity of others. I had a moment where that happened & it made me physically ill so I had to bless that person & release them to the care of the Universe but out of my life. I just can no longer allow toxicity in my Journey.
Most importantly I can just BE. Be my true, authentic self. Be in my beliefs with no need to explain them beyond "This is what I believe/feel" Be conciously in Spirit. Not just walk my Path, but to be my Path, be my Journey. Know that I am a Spiritual being having a human experience. An experience that I chose when I chose to come to this world in human form. I hope to remember the lessons I said I wanted to learn here. I hope to become the person I said I wanted to become. I have taken many roads to get to this spot. But I am where I am meant to be at this place in time. And I know true joy.
Maybe I will find out why I am here again. Do I have unfinished business, was a previous Journey cut short, did I not complete the mission I chose for myself, or did I just like it here & came back for another Experience? Don't know yet. I do know that I have been here at least once before. I also know that Cowboy, Ex #2, was in that life with me. We lived in Nevada in the '80s. One weekend we went to Virginia City which is now a tourist attraction. We were just walking around, looking at different buildings, shops, etc. As we stepped up on a sidewalk & took steps past a saloon I stopped. I looked at him & said "We have done this before" I could see us, knew who we were in the 1800's I worked in that saloon, he was a gambler (as he is in this life also), & he had been killed in Virginia City. I was his woman then too. I have always thought we were together again because our Journey together before had been cut short before its appointed time. I stayed with him for several years after I should have left (he was abusive) because I wanted to "do it right" this go around. Don't know if we did or not. I think about him often. I loved him very much.
So, that's what's been up with me. I am looking forward to learning more, becoming more Enlightened, & continuing to grow in this Journey. Let's see where the Path leads.