There was a dawn I remember when
my soul heard something from your soul.
I drank water from your spring
and felt the current take me.
In December it will be 12 yrs since I returned to OK. WOW!! So much has happened in those 12 yrs. My son & daughter-in-law were married, my 3 grandchildren were born, my brother died, several dearly loved friends died, my Mom re-married, my Mom died. Reconnected with old friends, made new friends. The Path I was on was new, very new. The Journey sometimes took detours. My life was on hold for awhile. And now...now I am back on track. The Path is not so new anymore & the signs are easier to follow. The Journey is back on track. I am again walking the Road that brings me peace, joy, contentment, & enlightenment.
I am in a learning phase once more. Feeding my Spirit, feeding my hunger for a better understanding of my Purpose. Reading, meditating, listening, watching, waiting, growing. I have learned patience. I have learned compassion. I have learned how much strength I truly possess. I have learned tolerance, understanding, acceptance. I work every day to put all that I have learned into practice. There are still days that I fail miserably. But, that is a part of learning. So I pick myself up, brush myself off, & get back on the Path. I ask Great Spirit to guide me. I ask my totem to guide me. I ask the angels to guide me. I ask that all I came here to accomplish will be revealed to me.
I dream alot lately. I always dream but now I seem to remember more. Some are just haunting. Some cause me to awake screaming. Some are truly evil but always have a good outcome. Some I do not understand but they rest in my heart until I am ready for the message. I think alot of poison is being cleared out. Fears, anger, crap. All being cleared away in my dreams. I thank my guides for this cleansing.
Hawks are all around me. I see them everywhere. Outside my office window, circling above my house. Riding in the truck I glance to the side of the road & there sits a hawk gazing at me. Hawks are following me. I am going to invite Hawk into my dreams & see what message he has for me. Seems from my research Hawk is associated with cleansing, traveling back to our roots & accessing our ancestrial wisdom as well as traveling into the past. Found some good information at http://mystinwolf.tripod.com/hawktotemguide.html
Guess Great Spirit & Wolf are going to have some company as they guide me on my quest.
The Journey continues...